Elmo Hudson feels like he is capable of writing this manuscript because of him being the main character in this book. He has been through hell in pursuing his complaints and two lawsuits since August 19, 1983 until the present. He feels like he is still going through this as he writes and reliving all of it. He is thoroughly convince, that “you will only get out of this, is what you put on it”.

He feels that he is still capable of getting the justice that he deserves as a believer and an African American. He will not quit or throw in the towel until he has exhausted everything to get the serenity that he so deserves.